I really need to start working out, I just can't get motivated to do it. I think once I get EA Active..it should help. I tried going to the gym, but it makes me uncomfortable. I feel like I should be doing more than I can handle. For now I am gonna try to walk more and start drinking more tea instead of pop. Try to eat better.

What really has got me going now is the fact that the last time I went to spend time with Mom...I was told by her that the last time Grandma saw me she (grandma) asked Mom if I was pregnant. WTF?! I know that g-ma didn't mean anything by it, but it has been eating away at me ever since. I mean, I don't wanna look pregnant unless i AM pregnant. I know that the birth control I am on is making me bloated and look bigger than I normally would. There isn't anything I can do about that.

But I do need to lose a few pounds. I just need to get the stuff so that I can.

Other than that bugging me, everything is ok. Can't wait to go see Harry Potter  & HBP with Sarah and Madi. That will be fun on Sunday. Not looking forward to Mark leaving for Indy in August. THAT just seems to be getting closer, and closer. 

Ok, I  am done.

Night, night!